'cause Life Goes On


February 21, 2013 4:08 am

It’s supposed to get easier, right? Wrong. Time is supposed to ease the pain, right? Wrong. The sad reality that you do learn is that you are in on this alone. No matter who you talk to, or whatever sympathy you get…no one will ever know the hurt you are enduring. 

January 9, 2013 6:31 am January 8, 2013 6:23 am

Oh the feels…


So today was an incredibly emotional day. I would go from crying hysterically to laughing my heart out. All the memories and stories would put a smile on my face but it’s just the sad realisation that there are only memories left. You’re no longer here. It’s really hard to take. 

6:17 am
one falling leif: A lesson on grief.


Grief is that shattered-bone feeling that takes hold of your body after the shock of death has left you weakened. It is chills at the base of your neck spreading through your arms and down your spine. It is stomach lurches and holding your breath until gasping.

It is raw. More raw than fresh,…

6:10 am



Some days are better then others. Some days, i can pick myself up and walk around and pretend to laugh and smile. SOme days, its just a dull ache in my heart, reminding me that my hero is gone. 

And other days,  it’s like i’ve been stabbed in the heart. Like someone had kicked me in the stomach and i want to throw up. Like my heart is actually breaking in half, because no other pain could cause this feeling.

Unfortunately, most days are like the latter. and it makes life hard to live

5:58 am

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5:46 am
"Everyone keeps telling me that time heals all wounds, but no one can tell me what I’m supposed to do right now. Right now I can’t sleep. It’s right now that I can’t eat. Right now I still hear his voice and sense his presence even though I know he’s not here. Right now all I seem to do is cry. I know all about time and wounds healing, but even if I had all the time in the world, I still don’t know what to do with all this hurt right now."

― Nina Guilbeau, Too Many Sisters (via laelatb)
5:39 am
Exactly what I am feeling.


It’s like a million hands are pressing down on my chest and I can’t breathe. Like someone is trying to choke the life out of me, like I’m suffocating. My stomach gets all twisted up in these disgusting, nauseating knots. This heavy, empty, terrible feeling washes over me again and again, one wave…

November 24, 2012 6:40 am

i love Glee!

November 22, 2012 2:40 am October 18, 2012 8:57 am

Fckn Seriously! Just shut the fuck up already! You are fckn annoying as fuck.

Make up your fckn mind! On, off, on, off!  

September 27, 2012 2:36 am September 26, 2012 6:11 am September 23, 2012 9:38 am 9:37 am

(Source: lewky, via wellhellojoe)